Saturday, May 28, 2011

"At the touch of Love,Everyone becomes a Poet "- Plato


"Don't be so harsh on me, just because I Love You". 


This message is intended solely for the person whom i regard as Someone very special to me.Yes u are the only girl whom I've ever thought of.You are a miracle or what i cannot understand but if my crime is this much that i love you then please bear with me.
Its not like i haven't seen any girl more beautiful than you,but you're are the only one whose one thought is enough to make my nights sleepless.
I tried a lot,i tried & tried & still trying but my efforts are not at all counted.Somewhere something is going wrong.
But being an optimistic guy,I'll again say, one day you'll come to me.Its my strong feeling.Today u don't value my Love but someday or the other you'll realize my importance.

Nice Lines read  today sumwhr :-

"Baby," I said, "please stay." Give our love a chance for one more day
We could have worked things out
Taking time is what my love's all about

But you put a dart
Through my dreams, through my heart
And I'm back where I started again
Never thought it would end..

True love is difficult to forget.. this is for every1 who loved someone truly and couldn't be together.

UR LOVE HURTS.....


She donated her blood for someone as a cause of charity,
I donated my love to her with the essence of purity.


With a firm determination, I tried approaching her
I cried for her, craved for her & yes prayed for her.


It was her illusion that prompted me to convince God
With all my strongest feelings, until he resisted.


Once she told me to come back to reality, Once again
Making me realize the pain of Loyalty.


Everyone has the right to love, to enjoy, to share & to trust
But if I attempt for the same, why God, u turn out it to be a sin.


Everybody in this world is equally receiving Love.
Am I the only one who is deprived of Love?


Someone please Help me,
I am not able to bear this pain of Sentiments.


I am disheartened & tragedy is this that I can’t even provoke
To show my Love, that, how much I Love Her.


Now it’s true, no one gives a damn about your Love
So you have to Suffer & she wants you to Suffer.


Coz u have committed a sin of Loving her Forever & ever & ever.........

Friday, May 27, 2011

Sudden Reactions :-) :-(

A home away from home is very hard to find.But if its not home than either get yourself adapted to it or learn,experiment things in order to make house to home.
So in order to make a perfect home, i want a Home maker for myself.hahaha.....lolz.
Its not possible now,so i have to learn few things as suggested by someone very special to me.
One of these things is Cooking.Someone regularly asks me what i ate & suggests dat its not good for my health to eat in restaurants daily.So i need to be very cautious coz SOMEONE don't like dis.But i m very lazy in doing these basic stuffs of cooking,washing & ironing.God help me from these three things.As said that,"The cure to boredom is curiosity."So I'll try to be curious in case of Cooking food.All i can do is just give a try @ Cooking.If it works out, well & good.
I contemplated over a thought today that what if the person whom u love ,suddenly comes in front of u dan what will be ur reaction?How will u feel?
If that happens with me,I'll be very happy but there would be a mixed feeling of anxiety,fear & happiness.Anxiety coz after a long run I'll meet her.Fear will be there because i don't want any sort of mistake to be happened in front of her,which she may consider as a blunder & of course Happiness is natural which has to be mutual.Love is something that we all crave for & there's only one person in our life with whom we like to share every feelings of our heart.
Now if I assume she is in front of me & loves me equally.My sudden reaction has to be a strong hug & definitely tears of joy may come out.I Hope this cud be the reaction from opposite side as well.But let me not dream anymore coz if whatever we dream of doesn't happens to be true,it gives an emotional jerk.Life will be pathetic & consequences will be negative.And truly speaking this is wat we call as Heart-Breaking.
Oh i've become an emo-kid.I shud not be.
Would like to share something very boring dat tomorrow i.e. I have to go to office... :(....ah! i hate going to office on Saturdays.Actually tomorrow will be compensated with a holiday day before/after the occasion of Diwali.
So i've to bear with it if want a holiday dan.
i think its enough for dis post.
bbye.

Saturday, May 21, 2011

I can be your Hero baby :(


It all started with a 'Sorry',
That took away my whole glory.

It was a swift blow of emotions,
That led to captive situations.

An emotional drama of embellishing thoughts,
That rejuvenated mind & soul.

Her harsh & divine nature,
seemed like an unanswered prayer.

An unheard voice still pampers,
you're my drug & you're my cure.

You're my addiction & You're my fire,
My temptation,my zeal & my desire.

I want to be the part of your life,
where i can stand besides u ,every day & night.

In you,i see a clue, for my puzzled life & I just fly

When my heart relies only upon you.
 To make me say ,dear "I LOVE YOU."

Your sweet & innocent smile,
creates a dilemma between angel & u.

Before I say "I LOVE YOU",
I could have vanquished & u never knew.

What's there in my heart, baby, just for you 
I could have died lamenting,the secret i was not able to share with you.

I want to die in your arms,
seeing your beauty & your charm.

With all the love that i can share,
Only with you & handling with care.

You're there in every act of mine,
Expressing love with a sense of fear.

You're my heart & soul,
like the warmth of an alcohol.

But when i realized,its too late now
She can't be mine anymore.

She has someone else to care,
upon whom she relies & considers far better

She'z not mine anymore,
She didn't saw  my unwavering love.

Deliberately all dreams were shattered,
with a frequency not come again ever.


"MONEY"-Currency of My Sentiments!!!




"MONEY" is something that we all crave for.In order to raise our standard of living money plays a vital role.Monetary benefits is what we all look today so dat we can achieve a higher degree of respect in society.My case is also similar.Till date i also craved for money(not at all related to currency/economy :D).Its been years for me to dream of emblazoning my life wid Money.I always thought how to find a way that money should come to me.Which way should i head towards good or bad that can lead to amalgamation of Me & my love Money?
But when i thought practically, i realized money can never be achieved by just praying to God & sitting.Some efforts are required to gain something.
My crave to achieve money has always increased tremendously.Its not all less than an expedition.
Always the desire to achieve grew immensely. An exploration deep into the reality brought me out of the deep sea of sentiments.Money doesn't stays wid everyone,it finds its place within the arms of people who at the right time make an effort to embrace money.Somewhere i lacked dere.....  :((
But no probs...now mani made me realize there are still odr ways to be happy.Monetary Happiness wudn't last for long with individual.It is just the source of inspiration for some ppl lyk  me.
While writing dis post,one song whch i heard so  many times that was continuously played in a loop .Its Rohan Rathore's Emptiness & its two lines are appeasing me to  retract my decision of not being attached to Money. 

"Tune mere jaana kabhi nhi jaana,Ishq mera dard mera
Aashiq tera, bheed mein khoya rehta hai,jaane jahan pucho to itna kehta hai.....
& i feel so Lonely...."
The intensity of my love towards Money has always increased with the advent of time.But now i think Money should find its place,not me be the one to keep it with me for whole lyf.Even dat money is of no use which is never taken out.Let money be in the right hands of its holders & u just wait for ur turn to gain profits.
Actually life has now started so its good for me to understand the importance of money at the start of career.
Although life seems to be unfair yet somewhere some justice has been done, either at my place or somebody else's.
Well now leave dat economic gyaan apart.Listened to one d the JAL-The Band's song "Kaash ye paal".Found it soothing to ears.Writing its lyrics.Hope u may also find it gud.

"Sajna de ba jo main te,Jike hun ki karna rabba
Anju bhi hun mukh gaye sare,Hun te mila de rabba

Kismat ka ye khel hai,Milna tha humne kabhi
Hathon ki lakeeron mein,Likha tha ye sabhi

Koi jaane naa maane,Ye saath hain kitna haseen

kash ye pal tham jaaye,Aap ke hum ban jaaye
Jannat bhulake hum teri,Aankhon ke ashq ban jaaye

kash ye pal tham jaaye,Aap ke hum ban jaaye
Jannat bhulake hum teri,Aankhon ke ashq ban jaaye

Janam janam ka,ye saath hain,chut ta hi aise nahi
pyaar tera aisa mila ke,ab koi bhaata nahin

Bahon mein aa ke teri,Saason mein simat jaaye

kash ye pal tham jaaye,Aap ke hum ban jaaye
Jannat bhulake hum teri,Aankhon ke ashq ban jaaye

kash ye pal tham jaaye,Aap ke hum ban jaaye
Jannat bhulake hum teri,Aankhon ke ashq ban jaaye

Ashq ban jaaye,Pal tham jaaye
Ashq ban jaaye,ye pal tham jaaye

Haathon ki,Kismat Ka
Koi jaane,Na maane
Ye saath hai kitnaa Haseen

kash ye pal tham jaaye,Aap ke hum ban jaaye
Jannat bhulake hum teri,Aankhon ke ashq ban jaaye." 

Dedicated this post & song to MANI !!
 

                                          

Friday, May 20, 2011

Love Stories....

After a course of time,I read a story, beautifully portrayed ,very well organized and the whole love story seemed like a smooth & hassle free journey until i reached d end of the story.This story was almost similar to Ravinder Singh's 'I too had a love story' dat deeply touched me.
Here also the end of the story was very emotional.The story reflects how two different people from different organizations became good friends & how love finds its place between them.But the boy was unable to express his Love in front of the girl.
The girl understood everything but wanted him to propose her.Finally at the end a small fight between them caused the girl to fight with her life.
But if compared with Ravinder Singh's novel , it stands nowhere in front of Ravinder's tragic real story.
Now today also I've got a new novel "Exotic Engineer Entrepreneur" .Its reviews prompted me to purchase the same.
After reading i wud definitely write its review.
till dan bbye :)
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Monday, May 16, 2011

Finally yes it was one of the memorable day of my life.Not day it was the most memorable nyt actually.Felt lyk lyf is so beautiful dat we cannot even imagine the true beauty of it.
I'll always cherish dat moment which made me feel extremely happy.Even i was not able to sleep the whole night but somehow i managed to sleep for 3.5 hrs last nyt.
One thing i realized today & it was the existence of Supreme Power,the Divine lord Shiva.Now i can say happily dat yes He's dere to hear you.God is dere to take care of ur emotions & sentiments.
My faith in him is doubled.
Well you must be wondering what actually happened wid me.Well its something like i was drastically happy.And i want to thank Lord Shiva for this happiness.
I wud lyk to dedicate this post to Lord Shiva for making me feel happy & rejuvenated.
OM NAMAH SHIVAYA

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Well don't know what shud i write.But still let me write about today's cricket match.
Actually i participated in one of the Cricket Tournaments conducted by the Organization.The day began with a punch of enthusiasm within every player.Before coming to the field every one was aiming very very high.But finally the match started & we won the toss.As per our discussion we chose to Field first.
I was not feeling comfortable in the starting so i thought of bowling last spells.Unfortunately,the team showed no team spirit & all were craving for overs to be thrown by them.Finally i got one Over,that was one of the lucky overs out of 12 overs.It was a maiden & i took 3 wickets in that over.But due to lack of Practice,lack of captaincy & due to lack of co-operation our team allowed the opposite team to score the record breaking score of 171 runs in 12 overs.
It was a very difficult score to chase.Finally the opposite team completed 12 overs and our score was just 94-4.
This was one of the worst match i've ever played.But what can i say,if we win or lose its all about whole Team not about individual.
Next time,i'll try to form a good team & will definitely show best results.
till dan wish me all the best
:-)

Monday, May 9, 2011

Deja VU

Somethings in the life lie dormant & only come to action when that quiescent belonging is forbidden.
Some situations are out of our control & the course of action too becomes a curse of action if we deliberately wrath over that point of time.
Its all matter of Luck,Destiny,fate.Well i myself don't know what i am writing.I m just expressing the sentiments of a broken heart.
I remember few lines of great poet Dr.Kumar Vishwas right now.The lines are:
"Jhoom Rhi hai saari duniya jab ki hamare geeto par,Tab kehti ho pyaar hua hai kya ehsaan tumhaara hai"
Well i don't remember the complete stanza now but from morning these lines are repetitively going inside my mind.
Today was not a busy day but i can say a hassle free day as less work pressure today,no deadlines for today.So i was a bit relaxed today.Enjoyed learning with peers.Creativity is the only cure of boredom this also i came to know today as whenever i felt i was bored , i imagined some brilliant idea but the only problem with me is implementation of that idea.Well with my zeal,it seems to me this problem won't last for long & i'll revamp my creativity with some immense practical designs.
So wish me Luck!!!

Sunday, May 8, 2011

Techie Stuff :D



Hi Readers.
Well i know there are very less readers who are avid to read this blog but anyways i am back to blog after a very long time.This is just because someone told me to continue with the blog writing.
Life has been an unprecedented journey of ups & downs these days in which no one can measure the depth of dilemma which is followed by the deadlines & work pressure.



The significance of cognizance is the only  thought in mind that prompts me to adhere to my working environment.No other reason i find to enjoy the wide versatility of Corporate Culture.Enough of Professionalism.Tremendous changes i have observed since from college days.
That time life was too good.Every moment was spread in enjoying but here rarely i find time to entertain myself.
Everybody here makes efforts for a well poised life to rise higher & higher amongst peers.But people are seamlessly driven by others.This alters their balance of life & if you are able to rise immaculately then you can easily survive in the den of lion.But for young executives like me who are juveniles to poise their wings it takes an extra effort to survive with the feel of competence from everywhere.As per Darwin's theory "Survival of the Fittest",young guns battles to prove their mettle but it takes time for young blood to rule the Survival Game.
This is what i have learned till date that Work Works & if u don't want to work then sit at home & shit at home.

I think its enough for a post after so many days.Well let me take the opportunity to thank you for spending your valuable time in reading this vague post.
Will be back again with some new post.