Sudden Reactions :-) :-(

A home away from home is very hard to find.But if its not home than either get yourself adapted to it or learn,experiment things in order to make house to home.
So in order to make a perfect home, i want a Home maker for myself.hahaha.....lolz.
Its not possible now,so i have to learn few things as suggested by someone very special to me.
One of these things is Cooking.Someone regularly asks me what i ate & suggests dat its not good for my health to eat in restaurants daily.So i need to be very cautious coz SOMEONE don't like dis.But i m very lazy in doing these basic stuffs of cooking,washing & ironing.God help me from these three things.As said that,"The cure to boredom is curiosity."So I'll try to be curious in case of Cooking food.All i can do is just give a try @ Cooking.If it works out, well & good.
I contemplated over a thought today that what if the person whom u love ,suddenly comes in front of u dan what will be ur reaction?How will u feel?
If that happens with me,I'll be very happy but there would be a mixed feeling of anxiety,fear & happiness.Anxiety coz after a long run I'll meet her.Fear will be there because i don't want any sort of mistake to be happened in front of her,which she may consider as a blunder & of course Happiness is natural which has to be mutual.Love is something that we all crave for & there's only one person in our life with whom we like to share every feelings of our heart.
Now if I assume she is in front of me & loves me equally.My sudden reaction has to be a strong hug & definitely tears of joy may come out.I Hope this cud be the reaction from opposite side as well.But let me not dream anymore coz if whatever we dream of doesn't happens to be true,it gives an emotional jerk.Life will be pathetic & consequences will be negative.And truly speaking this is wat we call as Heart-Breaking.
Oh i've become an emo-kid.I shud not be.
Would like to share something very boring dat tomorrow i.e. I have to go to office... :(....ah! i hate going to office on Saturdays.Actually tomorrow will be compensated with a holiday day before/after the occasion of Diwali.
So i've to bear with it if want a holiday dan.
i think its enough for dis post.
bbye.