Last Conviction...

Don't know y dis happened
Dnt knw y u went away

Still figuring out the reason for separation
Still lamenting over love's incarnation

You brought a smile on my face
Nw its been vry long since i smiled

Ur jovial attitude brought happiness
Nw its been vry long since i'd been happy

Every conversation wid u has created a history for me
Nw its been an unsolved mystery for me

U were d best thing dat ever happened to me
Nw dat best is also lost sumwhr

Perception of mine always scares me
Someday u'll leave me,dis thought thrills me

I tried my best not to think about you
Made all attempts to forget you

I cud'nt succeed a single tym
Although i tried really hard

Moments & Memories related to you
Sparked radiance in my mind 

You are the one who matters to me
You are the one whom i'm concerned about

Let me not think of any odr World
As u r my World Now

U r d 1 who holds my breath
And holds my Heart too

So i m Possessive about you
And y i shud'nt be

I have'nt done anything wrong
Still i m living with a heavy heart

Coz u r d one who matters to me.....

KARMAYOGI

                                       
                                          KARMA-YOGI

A person who sedulously aims at the accomplishment of his tasks without being hindered by the consequences.
The thought that is elusive yet more realistic like our presence i.e.'The Existence of Impermanence' made me to contemplate about my actions and deeds and this thought was not sudden or random.

 It evoked after fininshing the innocuous journey of Johny aka Nikhil aka Nick.Wow!what a stupendous work by Karan Bajaj.The day when i was at the verge of completing this wonderful novel , I eventually went to sleep & saw Johny as my companion in my dreams.We both were doing commendable work without any greed.
Really Johny is an inspiration for so many of us,especially for me & I am not gonna forget the arduous journey of Johny  that inculcates courage & infuses the hope for a better future.

Nick bolton aka Johny you made me realize how things can happen suddenly & the only cure is to subvert the injustice.
Although Johny is not a real celebrity but still i consider him as a superhero.Despite of ostentation , there is a real world of love that incurs faith & hope within us.Morality is what we can learn from Nikhil Arya.

Truly a perfect story revealing chase by destiny which u r not supposed to choose.
Finally Hats off to Nikhil aka Johny aka Nick.

Intezaar Kab tak hum karenge bhala.........

Well same routine again , fed up of anticipation of response from company.It has been more than 3 months & i haven't got my date of joining.Life seems so miserable but the only cure is home sweet home.
Dats y i m a bit relaxed to write this post.
What can i do?  Only irritating over petty things is now the consequence of sitting idle.Few of my friends now going on through this ordeal share their experiences of frustration.And look at the blasphemy of company that they are making us wait for so long.

Don't know wat to do in such a critical situation.Either try 4 another opportunity or wait for previous one.Life is baffled.Bewildering about career & growth prospects.
I have no idea how to vest my emotions.But really life has turned out to be hell making me lazy.
Epicurean life is what i  have always demanded for but didn't knew that it is so atrocious without any work & motive.
let's c when i'll be intimated with the call.

Till then Gud Bye.

"D Tym nw seems to be moving so fast but i want it to be still for sumtym to capture sum more precious moments.
College lyf is over nw.Now the lambs hav to find their own destiny nd the task is very arduous.Sacrifices and Courage wud nw be mentor wid no external support.Yeah, we call it PROFESSIONALISM.Although seems to be a bit complicated word but practically it is very tough to be a professional.

Literally we are goin to enter a new world of professional ethics.Now the hardships might be easy as well as difficult to predict.Lets see what the new challenges wud be."
Written as a last blog in college hostel but somehow i felt its better to write here rather writing everything in Diary.
Lets c whether i am able to do so....... 

Zaroori nhi har baar koi title ho!!!

Well ryt now i m getting a little bored nd listening to song 'Do Nishaniyan' from the upcoming muvi of John Abraham -Jhootha hi sahi.
The song seems to be perfectly suited to my mood & dis beautiful night.Well lemme describe wats goin on in ma mind.Song is perfect bliss to broken heart of mine but retrospecting the emblazoned part of ma life.
Contemplating over the tym spent wid all dear friends at Mathura & Saharanpur.
If we ask someone what is d best part of our lyf?Everybody wud seem 2 give d same answer i.e. Childhood days, yeah those days were ultimate .No tension,no worries just finish homework & for rest of d day u r free.That innocuous expression on our face,those silly games we played & all those silly moments which we all miss today have lost somewhere.
And now even the journey from Me to You seems so complicated that we are not easily able to express our feelings.At every step there seems to be big hurdles & thoughts r no more joyful rather apprehensive.Instead of fighting for SUCCESS, it seems to me dat we r Fighting wid SUCCESS.
In this whole journey of our career our predicaments are only incremented & we think we are obliterating dem as we are competing wid lyf.AHH enough of philosophy.......
Enjoy the song........kiski nawazish hui rukhi zindagi par,halki si baarish hui sukhi zindagi par................

to dosto aaj ka ye blog apne apne childhood ke naam!!!!

"Tere Jaane ka Asar Kuch Aisa Hua....Tujhe Dhundte Dhundte Maine Khud Ko Pa Liya"

The title given to this post is taken from a book which i finished reading recently-"I Too Had A Luv Story" by Mr. Ravinder Singh.
This book creates vibes of interest & the way every character flaunts its appearance seems that everything is going on in front of our eyes.

Mr. Ravinder Singh was eventually able to bring out the best within him by portraying his life story in form of words.The most tragic love story a person could hardly explain but the author was successful in his motive & how much a person can love someone is very well justified.

Apart from being a love story, the story resembles to most of the juveniles who never gave an eye to the reality of life-marriage.
Everyone is so much involved in their career that there's hardly any time to think of Marriage and all other customs that are very important to be followed.
This fascinating tale begins at the verge of Love.
Love amongst friends,families and finally between the sweet couple.
A simply awesome idea of having engagement & finally every piece of heart is broken so hard by the arrow of cupid that no one was able to join them.
Most tragic end brought water into my eyes and i gazed at every word, every line, like this should not happen, no i don't want it to happen but....
The Verse -"Tere Jaane Ka Asar Kuch Aisa hua Mujh Par, Tujhko Dhoondte Dhoondte Maine Khud Ko Pa Liya" touched my soul so gently that whenever i read it,i was incurred to dive into deep sea of sentiments.

My review of this book is a valuable recommendation to everyone,so enjoy your luv story!!!!