Last Conviction...

Don't know y dis happened
Dnt knw y u went away

Still figuring out the reason for separation
Still lamenting over love's incarnation

You brought a smile on my face
Nw its been vry long since i smiled

Ur jovial attitude brought happiness
Nw its been vry long since i'd been happy

Every conversation wid u has created a history for me
Nw its been an unsolved mystery for me

U were d best thing dat ever happened to me
Nw dat best is also lost sumwhr

Perception of mine always scares me
Someday u'll leave me,dis thought thrills me

I tried my best not to think about you
Made all attempts to forget you

I cud'nt succeed a single tym
Although i tried really hard

Moments & Memories related to you
Sparked radiance in my mind 

You are the one who matters to me
You are the one whom i'm concerned about

Let me not think of any odr World
As u r my World Now

U r d 1 who holds my breath
And holds my Heart too

So i m Possessive about you
And y i shud'nt be

I have'nt done anything wrong
Still i m living with a heavy heart

Coz u r d one who matters to me.....

"At the touch of Love,Everyone becomes a Poet "- Plato

"Don't be so harsh on me, just because I Love You". 


This message is intended solely for the person whom i regard as Someone very special to me.Yes u are the only girl whom I've ever thought of.You are a miracle or what i cannot understand but if my crime is this much that i love you then please bear with me.
Its not like i haven't seen any girl more beautiful than you,but you're are the only one whose one thought is enough to make my nights sleepless.
I tried a lot,i tried & tried & still trying but my efforts are not at all counted.Somewhere something is going wrong.
But being an optimistic guy,I'll again say, one day you'll come to me.Its my strong feeling.Today u don't value my Love but someday or the other you'll realize my importance.

Nice Lines read  today sumwhr :-

"Baby," I said, "please stay." Give our love a chance for one more day
We could have worked things out
Taking time is what my love's all about

But you put a dart
Through my dreams, through my heart
And I'm back where I started again
Never thought it would end..

True love is difficult to forget.. this is for every1 who loved someone truly and couldn't be together.

UR LOVE HURTS.....

She donated her blood for someone as a cause of charity,
I donated my love to her with the essence of purity.


With a firm determination, I tried approaching her
I cried for her, craved for her & yes prayed for her.


It was her illusion that prompted me to convince God
With all my strongest feelings, until he resisted.


Once she told me to come back to reality, Once again
Making me realize the pain of Loyalty.


Everyone has the right to love, to enjoy, to share & to trust
But if I attempt for the same, why God, u turn out it to be a sin.


Everybody in this world is equally receiving Love.
Am I the only one who is deprived of Love?


Someone please Help me,
I am not able to bear this pain of Sentiments.


I am disheartened & tragedy is this that I can’t even provoke
To show my Love, that, how much I Love Her.


Now it’s true, no one gives a damn about your Love
So you have to Suffer & she wants you to Suffer.


Coz u have committed a sin of Loving her Forever & ever & ever.........

Sudden Reactions :-) :-(

A home away from home is very hard to find.But if its not home than either get yourself adapted to it or learn,experiment things in order to make house to home.
So in order to make a perfect home, i want a Home maker for myself.hahaha.....lolz.
Its not possible now,so i have to learn few things as suggested by someone very special to me.
One of these things is Cooking.Someone regularly asks me what i ate & suggests dat its not good for my health to eat in restaurants daily.So i need to be very cautious coz SOMEONE don't like dis.But i m very lazy in doing these basic stuffs of cooking,washing & ironing.God help me from these three things.As said that,"The cure to boredom is curiosity."So I'll try to be curious in case of Cooking food.All i can do is just give a try @ Cooking.If it works out, well & good.
I contemplated over a thought today that what if the person whom u love ,suddenly comes in front of u dan what will be ur reaction?How will u feel?
If that happens with me,I'll be very happy but there would be a mixed feeling of anxiety,fear & happiness.Anxiety coz after a long run I'll meet her.Fear will be there because i don't want any sort of mistake to be happened in front of her,which she may consider as a blunder & of course Happiness is natural which has to be mutual.Love is something that we all crave for & there's only one person in our life with whom we like to share every feelings of our heart.
Now if I assume she is in front of me & loves me equally.My sudden reaction has to be a strong hug & definitely tears of joy may come out.I Hope this cud be the reaction from opposite side as well.But let me not dream anymore coz if whatever we dream of doesn't happens to be true,it gives an emotional jerk.Life will be pathetic & consequences will be negative.And truly speaking this is wat we call as Heart-Breaking.
Oh i've become an emo-kid.I shud not be.
Would like to share something very boring dat tomorrow i.e. I have to go to office... :(....ah! i hate going to office on Saturdays.Actually tomorrow will be compensated with a holiday day before/after the occasion of Diwali.
So i've to bear with it if want a holiday dan.
i think its enough for dis post.
bbye.

I can be your Hero baby :(

It all started with a 'Sorry',

That took away my whole glory.

It was a swift blow of emotions,

That led to captive situations.

An emotional drama of embellishing thoughts,

That rejuvenated mind & soul.

Her harsh & divine nature,

seemed like an unanswered prayer.

An unheard voice still pampers,

you're my drug & you're my cure.

You're my addiction & You're my fire,

My temptation,my zeal & my desire.

I want to be the part of your life,

where i can stand besides u ,every day & night.

In you,i see a clue, for my puzzled life & I just fly

When my heart relies only upon you.

 To make me say ,dear "I LOVE YOU."

Your sweet & innocent smile,

creates a dilemma between angel & u.

Before I say "I LOVE YOU",

I could have vanquished & u never knew.

What's there in my heart, baby, just for you 

I could have died lamenting,the secret i was not able to share with you.

I want to die in your arms,

seeing your beauty & your charm.

With all the love that i can share,

Only with you & handling with care.

You're there in every act of mine,

Expressing love with a sense of fear.

You're my heart & soul,

like the warmth of an alcohol.

But when i realized,its too late now

She can't be mine anymore.

She has someone else to care,

upon whom she relies & considers far better

She'z not mine anymore,

She didn't saw  my unwavering love.

Deliberately all dreams were shattered,

with a frequency not come again ever.